:cry: This year our association lost a large family back to the PS. Field trips have been non-existent, and another family who were friends has announced they have re-enrolled their kids with PS. A friends little girl is being flown out of town for health reasons. And I am worried for her and her family. And my doctors appt indicated I may have something horribly wrong. He is waiting to see what the specialist says. So I have my own health worry hanging over my head. And on top of this. I have been organizing a homeschool convention, volunteers have been jumping like rats off a sinking ship. So essentially I am going into this doing all of the organizing which is huge. I am sad, worried, anxious. And well...I just needed to get it off my chest. My dh doesn't even want to know what my doctor said because he thinks its borrowing trouble until we hear from the specialist. But really I am very worried because it may be fatal so I feel kind of alone there. My kids need friends and the homeschool group is the only one in town. They usually have classes and field trips. But no real friendships blossom because most people are involved with their church families. It leaves the few of us who don't have a church family kind of on the outside. I am thinking of starting another group but am hesitant at making the few people I do know who homeschool upset with me. Sigh I just don't know what to do. I have been praying on it. I know it will all work out. I am really just blue today over it all.
I'm so sorry. It sounds like you have more than your fair share on your plate right now. I have no real advice except to probably put as much on the back burner as you can until you hear from the specialist and, hopefully, can put your mind to rest on that issue. Maybe you should let your husband know that you need to have him hear your worries. I know what it's like to get a vague diagnosis and have to do the waiting game to hear some definitive answers. It's not easy at all. I hope that he'll hear you out and give you the support you need right now.
My DH is the same way. He'd rather just stick his head in the sand and pretend like everything's fine. If you can, maybe find a female friend who will listen to your concerns. I'll be praying for you.
Mine is the same way. When I have something serious on my mind, I have to find a woman to talk to. He just doesn't get it. There must be someone you can go to locally who'll really listen and give you a supportive hug, right?
