Well First my Praise- Dh got a very good raise this year. Not enough for me to stay home but it will help! Anyway- my prayer request- I applied for a different position doing the same job I have now, except w/e nights so I would only work 2 nights on the w/e instead of 3 days per week. I was all set to get it and 1/2 before the dead line a co worker applied that had more senority that me so he got the job. I was sooooo depressed. I would have made very close to the same amount of money, but it woud have made life alot easier. for schooling, for babysitting etc. I am just crushed. It seems like whenever I try to do something so I can stay home more with my kids, God shuts the door. I feel like God doesnt want me to stay home with my kids. That makes me feel like God doesnt want me to hs or something. I love being home when I am and I love hsing. I dont know so depressing! Jill
