This may long and ramblely...sorry. My dog Zoey is dying. My (almost) 10yo best friend. I am trying to be hopeful but this week has been devastating to me. There have been so many ups and downs and everytime I think 'ok she's going to make it' something not so good happens and I fear the worse. The vet is still not 100% but it looks like she has a bowel obstruction somewhere and since its been over a week it doesn't look like its coming out on its own...therefore the only way to save her is surgery. But the vet is reluctant to do the surgery because my dog is older and less likely to survive it...and its expensive and there really isn't any way I can afford it unless they let me make monthly payments. There is no guarantee the surgery would even be successful. I know dogs don't live forever and I've been mentally preparing for that...but I'm not ready to let her go yet. I feel like she still has some good years left to live. When I got her as a puppy, I was in a bad place in my life. I was depressed, had bad nightmares, rarely slept, my family was (still is) disfunctional which all made me needy and that neediness was wrecking my relationship. She filled a huge void in my life, really calmed me down, and has brought me so much joy. I have a lot of guilt over neglecting her since the kids were born, but overall I think she lives a good life. I haven't been eating well or sleeping this week and have up all night thinking depressing thoughts. I am scared of my feelings because they seem so raw and deep and I haven't felt this anxious in 10 years. I believe in God but have never considered myself a religious person. In my younger days I admit I'd mock people who seemed overly religious to me. But as the years have gone by, I am now envious of my friends who have a strong relationship with God. That faith in Him seems to bring them so much peace. Anyway, I was just wondering if anyone had any advice on how I can thank God for the precious gift he gave me and focus on appreciating all the happiness she has brought into my life...and be strong enough to make a tough decision and then have faith that I made the right choice. I would also like to start building a relationship with God so I too can feel that peace. And maybe you give a little prayer for a very special dog and hope for a miracle.
(((( )))) I am so sorry! It is very difficult and sometimes we have to do everything we can to save our beloved pet and best friend. It's been four weeks and five days since my Princess passed away and yes, it is still very difficult. (((( ))))
I am so sorry to hear about your beloved dog. Dealing with a sick pet is heartbreaking. My advice is the same that the Bible offers - pray. God is the "Hearer of prayer" (Psalm 65:2) and the "God of all comfort" (2*Corinthians 1:3,*4). Pray for help to know the truth about God and establish a relationship will him. Hope that is comforting and helps. My prayers are with you. :love:
We lost our friend Charlie a few months ago. He was a beagle and had been part of our family for a very long time. He was one of a pair of puppies we got for our mentally handicapped son. Last week Charlie's litter mate, Lilly, died. They had both been such sweet and loving dogs and we will always miss them. I thank God for the years we had them and the joy they brought Bill and the rest of us. I know your heart is breaking right now and I do understand. We have lost many beloved pets over the years. Each of them have left their paw prints on our hearts. God cares for all his creatures. Your Zoey has given you so much love and you love her. How much more must she be loved by the one who gave her life? I will be praying for your Zoey and for you. Beth
I've lost two dogs over the years. The first was about 14 years old, and had been my best friend since I moved out on my own. The second we had to put down just last year. We now have two dogs. Sending BIG hugs!!! I know how hard it can be! But I also believe that God cares for both your animals, and more importantly, for YOU. And He promises to answer ALL who call on Him. Right now, my FIL is going through serious health problems; they originally said he'd not make it through the week, but it now looks as if he will. And I've been thinking how wonderful it is for my family to have the reassurance that we will see him again someday. And it's more than just "wishful thinking", it's KNOWLEDGE. And you're right...it DOES give a peace! Praying for you and your dog!!!
Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. They worked!! Zoey had surgery this past Saturday and despite being given only a 10% chance of surviving...she did! They found a sock lodged in her intestines and they are badly bruised. She hasn't been allowed to eat yet and is on some pretty heavy duty antibiotics to prevent infection which is very common after this type of surgery. I've been visiting her everyday, and other then a little soreness from her stitches she looks great and seems like herself. I don't know what its going to cost me yet, but I don't even care!! DH just got his work bonus Friday so we can actually pay for the surgery. Of course it would have been nice to use that money to pay off some bills, but I am NOT complaining.
So glad to hear your dog is doing better. It sure is easy to get attached to our pets. When I was wondering about God I started reading the book of John in the Bible. It talks about the Life of Jesus and points to who God is and what he's like. It was a good starting point for me. All the best.
